The novels that saw me through 2021

The year 2021 was fantastic in terms of all the books I could get my hands on without having to lug a suitcase full of them from one of my trips abroad. Suddenly, there were a lot more titles coming in than ever before. One of the proprietors of Pilgrims Book House told me that this was because publishers were taking pre-orders and books were being published in India alongside their release in the US and European countries. Apparently, before Covid-19, they used to release in India a few months after the initial publication and since Nepali suppliers ordered books from India that put us back further.

But in 2021, I would read about a book on Goodreads or hear some of my favorite booktubers talk about certain titles and voila, they would be on the shelves during my next trip to one of the bookstores in Kathmandu. It was amazing. My TBR pile got higher by the day and I read more than I ever thought I could. So, without further ado, here are some books that I read and fell in love with in 2021.

The Giver of Stars by Jojo Moyes

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Set in small-town 1930’s Kentucky, the book is based on the real-life Pack Horse Librarians of Kentucky, or the Horseback Librarian program as it was called then. The program delivered books as part of Eleanor Roosevelt’s traveling library and ran from 1935 to 1943, making books accessible to over 100,000 rural inhabitants. It’s a lovely, albeit thick, book that has conflict, drama, purpose, friendship, and love. The story is tender, heartbreaking and funny at the same time. Best, it reads like a thriller.

The Stationery Shop in Tehran by Marjan Kamali

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I have gifted and re-read this book multiple times since reading it earlier this year. It’s a beautiful story about how love can mark you for life and a celebration of unbreakable family bonds. Roya and Bahman meet as teenagers in Tehran during a politically charged time and fall in love. But fate (or a certain someone) tears them apart and Roya spends her life wondering what went wrong till she ultimately finds the answers, and it breaks her heart. The book, with its elaborate descriptions of Persian delicacies and cooking techniques, awakens all your senses besides tugging at your heartstrings.

The Secret Keeper by Alka Joshi

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‘The Secret Keeper of Jaipur’ is the second part of a planned trilogy but it doesn’t matter if you haven’t read the first book, ‘The Henna Artist’. Though Lakshmi, the protagonist of The Henna Artist, is an integral part of the story, not knowing what happened to her previously doesn’t ruin things. Instead, you get to put the pieces together through the little snippets of information Joshi provides throughout the book. What I loved most about it, apart from historical elements, is that there are two different settings—Jaipur and Shimla—and shuttling from one world to another is super fun and engaging.

The Promise by Damon Galgut

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Winner of The Booker Prize 2021, ‘The Promise’ is about this house where there are strict markers of race. It’s, you could say, a miniature of apartheid South Africa. The Blacks were promised so much when the apartheid ended but they were never fulfilled and this is the theme that runs throughout the book. There is a lot of South Africa’s complicated history and issues arising from the dismantling of apartheid. The prose is choppy and slow but Damot knows what he is doing and raptures the readers with the content. As a white South African writer, Damot’s writing feels like insider information.

The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid

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A historical fiction set in old Hollywood, ‘The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo’ opens with rookie reporter Monique Grant being asked to interview a Hollywood star who has led a scandalous life. Monique goes to meet Evelyn to get her story for the magazine she works for but Evelyn tells her she isn’t interested in a magazine cover. Rather, she wants to tell her life story that Monique is free to publish as an authorized biography once Evelyn is no longer around. What follows is an intriguing story that addresses the issues of homophobia, racism, and sexism.

Transcendent Kingdom by Yaa Gyasi

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‘Transcendent Kingdom’ was probably the most awaited book of 2020. After the success of ‘Homegoing’ in 2016, the world wanted more of this phenomenal writer. Gyasi’s second work of fiction is an excellent meditation on life and how we are sometimes consumed by our losses. Through the novel’s protagonist Gifty, a PhD candidate at Stanford University, Gyasi explores the complex parents-children relationship. Can you love your parents but not like them? How do we figure out who we are and what we are capable of when our foundations are shaky? It’s a sad but beautiful book that haunts you for a long, long time.

Girl in White Cotton by Avni Doshi

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‘I would be lying if I said my mother’s misery has never given me pleasure’ is perhaps the best opening line I have read in a while. I knew I would love this book the minute I read that sentence but I wasn’t prepared for the emotional rollercoaster I was about to embark on. The story about love and obligations among many other things is beautifully written. It is sharp and witty and the characters are so relatable. Alternatively published as ‘Burnt Sugar’ in the UK (after it was originally published in India as ‘Girl in White Cotton’ in 2019), the novel was shortlisted for The Booker Prize 2020 and named NPR’s Best Book of 2020.

Anxious People by Fredrik Backman

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I’m going to cheat a little and include a book I bought but haven’t read. Don’t get me wrong, I love Fredrik Backman. ‘A Man Called Ove’ is one of my absolute favorites. I have read all his other works too. I’m so excited about ‘Anxious People’ that I just can’t bring myself to read it because then it will be over and I won’t have anything to look forward to. Right now, I look at its spine daily, sometimes pick it up and read the blurb or a random paragraph and put it back and that makes me happy—knowing I have something awesome to read when I (eventually) hit a reading slump.  

We Are Okay by Nina LaCour

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‘We Are Okay’ is the story of a college freshman named Marin who runs away after the sudden death of her grandfather. But her best friend, Mabel, is intent on reconnecting with her and so she visits Marin at her college in New York during winter break when the latter is alone in her dorm. The narrative alternates between present day and flashbacks to Marin’s life with her grandfather. Slowly you get the idea of what happened in Marin’s life for her to cut ties with everyone. LaCour is a celebrated LGBTQIA+ novelist and she explores the relationship between Marin and Mabel in that context as well.

Aristotle and Dante Dive into the Waters of the World by Benjamin Alire Saenz

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The much-awaited sequel to ‘Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the World’, this book picks up roughly where the first left off. The sequel begins with Ari and Dante in the summer before their senior year. It’s a precious bubble in time before they are forced to grow up and deal with life’s many curveballs. The first part had left me wanting a little more of these two fascinating boys and Saenz delivered, and how. If you loved the first book, you will gobble this up. Trigger warning though, it has mentions of transphobia.  

‘Everything Everything’ book review: Heart-wrenching and compelling

The YA fiction that is being published today makes me wish there were such stories when I was growing up. The stories that are out there put so many things in perspective—things you struggle to understand or accept when you don’t have the wisdom that comes with age. YA fiction today helps you deal with your emotions and they make you realize it’s not always necessary to fit in, that sometimes it might actually be a good thing to be the odd one out. Basically, these aren’t just stories with moral lessons. I feel they are helpful manuals for life. That wasn’t the case when I was in school. Most of the stories I read then felt preachy and forced.  

‘Everything Everything’ by Nicola Yoon is a lovely, short book about a girl named Madeline Whitter who has a rare condition called Severe Severe Combined Immunodeficiency that makes her allergic to almost everything around her. A minor infection could be fatal. So, she spends her days inside a bubble—a hyper sterile environment created by her mother who is still grieving her husband and son, both of whom were killed in an accident. Then a new family moves in next door shortly after Madeline’s 18th birthday. As she watches them from her bedroom window, she starts getting interested in the cute boy who often looks her way. Then the boy, Ollie, starts talking to Madeline over IM and suddenly the girl who hasn’t left her home for 17 years starts wondering what the outside world is like.   

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The book is gorgeous and lyrical. It reads like a dream. Though it’s essentially a teen romance, there are lots of instances that leave you pondering about life and how beautiful it can be if you accept yourself and try to be a little kind (to yourself). The ending is a bit predictable. You can see where the story is headed 50 pages into the book but that doesn’t make the narrative any less interesting. Yoon’s empathetic writing makes you feel like you are in Madeline’s head. Despite her unfamiliar life, you feel deeply connected to her. Her mother and Ollie are also fascinating characters—ones you might not necessarily understand or relate to but find yourself rooting for anyway. All in all, Everything Everything is a book that teaches you to appreciate all that you take for granted. It’s a happy book that fills you with hope. 

Everything Everything

Three and half stars
Fiction
Nicola Yoon
Published: 2015
Publisher: Corgi
Pages: 306, Paperback

‘The Secret Keeper of Jaipur’ book review: Slow and sweet

‘The Secret Keeper of Jaipur’ by Alka Joshi is the second part of a planned trilogy but it doesn’t matter if you haven’t read the first book, ‘The Henna Artist’. Though Lakshmi, the protagonist of The Henna Artist, is an integral part of the story, not knowing what happened to her previously doesn’t spoil things. Instead, it keeps you guessing and trying to put the pieces together based on little flashbacks the author has interspersed throughout the book.

It’s a fun, engaging read. The two different settings—Jaipur and Shimla—are such a stark contrast that you find yourself thrust from one world to another quite frequently. But it’s not at all jarring. Joshi is such a master storyteller that she pulls it off with ease. Set 12 years after The Henna Artist, Lakshmi is married to Dr Jay Kumar and living in the Himalayan foothills of Shimla. Malik, who makes his appearance in the first novel, is living under Lakshmi’s guardianship and he falls for Nimmi, a young, widowed mother of two. Just as their relationship starts to deepen, Lakshmi sends Malik to Jaipur to understand the construction business from her old friend Manu Agarwal, who is the facilities director at a Jaipur palace. When the Royal Jewel Cinema, the palace’s grand construction project, collapses during the opening night, killing and injuring dozens of moviegoers, chaos ensues. Lakshmi goes to Jaipur to see if she can be of any help, only to discover Manu is being blamed for the fiasco. Then Malik uncovers secrets that could potentially salvage Manu’s career and, together with Lakshmi, fights to save him. Besides this main plot, there is another subplot involving Nimmi and her tribe that is a good, refreshing diversion from all the glamor and glitter of Jaipur.

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The story is slow but that doesn’t mean it’s boring as we often tend to equate the two. Joshi’s writing is so detailed that it sucks you right in. You are captivated by the scenes and characters’ behaviors and actions. Every character is so wonderfully written that they come alive right before you. You can clearly imagine their expressions and gestures. It’s a really comforting, beautiful read that way—the story and scenes are all that are in your head. Lakshmi and Malik are likeable characters that quickly worm their way into your heart. The other characters, all with their own secrets to protect, are fascinating to get to know as well. You are torn between who’s right and who’s wrong and the shifting loyalties is a tricky emotion to navigate. All in all, it makes The Secret Keeper of Jaipur a fascinating and enriching read.

The Secret Keeper of Jaipur

Four stars
Fiction
Alka Joshi
Published: 2021
Publisher: Harper Collins
Pages: 330, Paperback

‘My Sister, The Serial Killer’ book review: Short and riveting

I have a feeling I’ve said this before but let me say it again: I love short reads. Books that I can finish in a single sitting. There’s something about finishing a book in a day that makes me feel extremely accomplished. There’s pretty much nothing that can go wrong that day and even if something does, I feel I can deal with it. It helps to have an entire story bouncing around in my head and characters to love and hate that I don’t actually have to deal with in real life. It’s the best kind of feeling.

I picked up Nigerian writer Oyinkan Braithwaite’s debut novel ‘My Sister, The Serial Killer’ as I wanted to read more works by authors of color. This past year, I’ve read works that have same sex romance or are written by those belonging to the LGBTIQA+ community. They have been refreshing and enlightening. For 2022, my agenda is to read more diversely, meaning I want to read across genres and include Asian and African authors and others of mixed ethnicities on my TBR.

My Sister, The Serial Killer is the story of two sisters—Korede and Ayoola—one of whom is a nurse and the other a murderer. This isn’t, however, a thriller. Braithwaite explores the relationship between two siblings who have had a difficult childhood and are shaped by it. Korede, the older of the two, thinks it’s her duty to protect her little sister. It was what her mother told her when Ayoola was a baby and it has stayed with her since then. That is why she helps Ayoola dispose of the bodies of boyfriends that she kills in ‘self-defense’. The opening scene has Korede scrubbing the bathroom to remove every trace of blood but finding it difficult to thoroughly clean the area between the shower and the caulking. It’s an engrossing start.

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Korede wants to believe her sister kills to protect herself when her boyfriends become abusive and attack her. But she increasingly becomes suspicious that something is wrong with Ayoola. When Ayoola starts dating the cute doctor at the hospital where Korede works, Korede knows she must do something to save him. It doesn’t help that Korede has a crush on him. Though Dr Tade Otumu has a lot of admiration and affection for Korede, he quickly casts her aside for Ayoola. So smitten is he with her, he is willing to do anything she wants. He doesn’t believe Korede when she tells him Ayoola has killed before and that he might be in danger. Rather, he thinks Korede is the evil one—jealous of her sister and wanting to sabotage her relationship.

Braithwaite’s writing is simple and sharp and coupled with the story’s concept, My Sister, The Serial Killer is scary, funny, and insightful at the same time. It’s unlike anything I have ever read and though the ending leaves you wanting more, it’s precisely why the story stays with you long after you finish the book.

My Sister, The Serial Killer

Four stars
Fiction
Oyinkan Braithwaite
Published: 2018
Publisher: Doubleday
Pages: 226, Paperback

‘We Are Okay’ book review: A simple, touching read

I love books that make me well up or cry. They feel so cathartic. Recently I read ‘We Are Okay’ by Nina LaCour after weeks of staring at its gorgeous cover. It’s a short read and I finished it in a day. But the emotions it stirred have stayed with me since. Every time I see the spine of the book on the shelf, I’m reminded of how the simple story made me feel and I get goosebumps. LaCour’s tale of grief and coming to terms with it is a lesson on how you don’t have to navigate your life alone and that being open and accepting the help and love you get can heal you. For such a slim book, it packs quite a punch.

We Are Okay is the story of a college freshman named Marin who leaves behind everything and everyone after the sudden death of her grandfather. But her best friend, Mabel, isn’t giving up on her. After repeated failed attempts to connect with her via texts and emails, she visits Marin at her college in New York during winter break when the latter is alone in her dorm. Everyone else has left for the holidays. The narrative alternates between present day and flashbacks to Marin’s life with her grandfather. Slowly you get the idea of what happened in Marin’s life for her to cut ties with everyone. LaCour is a noted LGBTQIA+ novelist and she explores the relationship between Marin and Mabel in that context as well.

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The different settings make the story interesting. In the present, it’s December in New York. There’s a storm raging outside and the gloomy environment reflects Marin’s sense of displacement and loneliness. Then we flashback to California during summer. There is a lot of warmth, comfort, and a sense of safety here. There is a familiarity in the regular rhythms of Marin’s life with her ‘Gramps’. Mabel’s family treats Marin as one of them and there’s a lot of love. Shuttling back and forth between the two settings gives you a complete picture of what’s going on and you see why Marin’s grief runs deep.

LaCour’s writing is so impactful that you feel every bit of Marin’s sadness. You feel her struggles as she tries to own up to her mistakes, make amends, and do the right thing despite her aching heart. Mabel is the best friend anyone could ever ask for. You realize she too must be hurting by constantly being pushed away. The fact that she has had to keep her own feelings aside to tend to Marin overwhelms you time and again.

We Are Okay conveys a powerful message about love, loss, and friendship. It’s just the book you should pick up if you are in need of some comfort.

We Are Okay

Four stars 
Fiction
Nina LaCour
Published: 2017
Publisher: Penguin Books
Pages: 234, Paperback

My Dark Vanessa book review: Lolita in the age of #MeToo

The innocence of childhood and newfound thrill of love and attention in teenage years can be exploited by the wrong people. How do you make children and young adults understand the need to report any kind of harassment and behavior that makes them uncomfortable? How do you tell them that they needn’t ever feel guilty about it? That they are never at fault, no matter what anyone tells them? I don’t have children, but this inevitable duty scares the daylights out of me. What if I fail to guard them against the predatory nature of psychopaths? Reading books that deal with sexual abuse makes me nervous—fiction is often a stark reminder of how abuse can often go unnoticed. But it also fills you with an added sense of responsibility to be better attuned to its signs. 

Heavily influenced by Vladimir Nabokov’s ‘Lolita’ and with multiple references to it throughout the book, ‘My Dark Vanessa’ by Kate Elizabeth Russell is the story of the sexual relationship between a 15-year-old schoolgirl and her 45-year-old English teacher, Jacob Strane. Vanessa, now in her 30s, is being forced to relive what happened to her when sexual abuse allegations are made against Strane by other girls. The problem is, Vanessa doesn’t consider herself to be a victim. For her, Strane was her first love. She lied to protect him when their relationship was discovered during her school days and she has, over the years, been in touch with him every now and then.

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Vanessa blames herself for Strane’s inability to control himself. “I was the first student who put the thought in his head,” she thinks, parroting Strane’s words. “There was something about me that made it worth the risk. I had an allure that drew him in.” Brainwashed into thinking what they had was rare and whatever happened was because Vanessa allowed it, their ‘teacher-student relationship’ never feels like abuse to the victim. Even when Vanessa is uncertain and starts doubting Strane, he finds ways to pin the blame on her and makes her feel guilty—such is the extent of Strane’s manipulation. 

The story feels a bit overwhelming as you can see what the protagonist can’t. You realize how damaged Vanessa is while understanding exactly why she doesn’t think so. Through her story, Russell shows why some women don’t see themselves as victims of abuse and how, because of that, even years later abusers have some form of control over them. My Dark Vanessa, as painful as it is to read and comprehend, is a smart, important book that can be an essential tool to amplify the #MeToo movement.  

My Dark Vanessa

Four stars
Fiction
Kate Elizabeth Russell
Published: 2020
Publisher: William Morrow
Pages: 384, Paperback 

‘Writers & Lovers’ book review: Finding your footing

Set in Cambridge, Massachusetts, in 1997, Writers & Lovers, Lily King’s fifth novel, is narrated by 31-year-old Casey Peabody. She is struggling to finish the draft of her first novel while dealing with college loan debts and the grief for her mother’s recent, unexpected passing while on a trip to Chile with her friends. She works at a restaurant, lives in a tiny potting shed and is lonely. As far as protagonists go, she isn’t charming. There’s a lot that makes her anxious and thus she is often a complete mess. But you can connect with her and even want to reach deep into the pages of the book and hug her, despite her infuriating, selfish, entitled behavior. 

Casey has been unlucky in love. And you can see how that has shaped her and made her subconsciously adjust or lower her expectations. Her father, a teacher, turned out to be a peeping tom and was fired for spying on girls’ locker rooms. The boyfriends she has had over the years have been on and off affairs, with one even calling their relationship ‘the work of the devil’. She later finds that he was married. “Nearly every guy I’ve dated believed they should already be famous,” says Casey. They believed that greatness was their destiny and they were already behind schedule.” There is one ‘writer’ she likes but she backtracks when she finds out he has only written 11 and half pages in three years. “That kind of thing is contagious,” she says. 

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Though Writers & Lovers has a bleak and rather insipid start, it’s essentially a story about hope and how you can build the life you want if you persevere through the rough, rocky patches. Though there is nothing unique about the story, it has deep and powerful messages about the choices and sacrifices you have to make in order to turn your dreams into reality. However, the first 80 pages or so will leave you feeling a bit uninvested. They seem a little pointless. But keep at it and by the time Casey is shuttling between two polar opposite romantic interests—Oscar, an acclaimed novelist and father of two young boys, and charming Silas who is closer to Casey’s age and a struggling writer—King’s simple prose and rich emotions have made their mark and you will be hooked.

Writers & Lovers

3 stars
Fiction
Lily King
Published: 2020
Publisher: Picador
Pages: 323, Paperback 

‘You’ book review: The stuff of nightmares

‘You’ by Caroline Kepnes is a psychological thriller that will have you looking at people around you a little differently and doubting their intentions and ways. It makes you hyper aware of how people aren’t what they seem to be and that trusting them at face value might not always be a good idea. Basically, it puts you ill at ease. Why read such a book then?

That’s what my husband kept asking me when I was shuddering, shaking my head, and saying ‘this makes my head spin’ over and over again while reading the book. But to say You is gripping and addictive is an understatement. It gets under your skin and you find yourself in the midst of the action. And you want to know what happens next, so much so that you find yourself reading it at every possible chance—while brushing your teeth and making tea, stuck in traffic, and before bed after a long day.

The protagonists, Joe Goldberg and Guinevere Beck, are both dark and twisted characters. Outwardly, they seem perfect—kind, gentle, not flawless but working on their issues—but both have hidden traits and secrets that can destroy them and those around them. In an interview, Kepnes said shiny, happy people give her the creeps and you can see why: She imagines them to be as sinister as Joe and Beck.

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From the first time Joe meets Beck at the local bookstore he manages for Mr. Mooney, he becomes obsessed with her. Starting with googling her name and meticulously combing through her Facebook and Twitter accounts, he digs up a lot of information. Then he begins to stalk her, getting inside her home when she’s not there, following her around town, and reading her emails (he pockets her phone when she gets into an accident of sorts and he ‘rescues’ her). Not only is he in love with Beck but he is sure that she feels the same way and is only distancing herself to avoid hurting her feelings.

You get this eerie sense that much of what he feels and thinks is happening is in his head and are his warped interpretation of events instead of the real thing. And then there is Beck who isn’t entirely innocent and nice as Joe makes her out to be. She is needy, manipulative, and there are ulterior motives behind most of her actions. Joe, the stalker, is a smart guy whose actions are unpredictable and disturbing. He keeps you guessing and gasping. The cumulative effect of it all is a very unsettling feeling. There’s a Netflix series based on the book and, with some minor tweaks, it’s almost as good as the original story. But I’d recommend you read the book before you watch the series. It’s such a thrill to watch your eerie visions unfold on screen.

You

Fiction
Caroline Kepnes
Published: 2014
Publisher: Simon & Schuster
Pages: 422, Paperback