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In 2013, Kaori Fujino was awarded the Akutagawa Prize, Japan’s most prominent literary prize, for ‘Nails and Eyes’. Fujino, who holds an MA in aesthetics and art theory from Doshisha University, is best known for fiction that reimagines tropes of horror, urban legends, fairy tales, and science fiction. She was in residence at the University of Iowa’s prestigious International Writing Program in 2017. The English translation of her stories have also appeared in various publications.

Nails and Eyes is a slim book but you won’t be able to breeze through it because of its dark and dreary undertone. There are two additional stories of unsettled minds with eerie settings in the volume that I got. The three stories can all be slotted as horror but all of them deal with real people and the many problems in their lives. I especially liked the third story called ‘Minute Fears’ that revolves around the complexities of motherhood. The other two are equally good but I’m pretty sure everyone who reads this volume will have a favorite—perhaps one they will resonate with.

The main story is about a young girl who loses her mother and her father invites his lover to stay with them. He wants to marry her but they want to figure out whether they will work as a family before taking the leap. The woman tries to create a life for the three of them. She’s secretly relieved there’s a child in the picture and that she won’t have to get pregnant for a baby. It’s convenient that someone else has given birth to the three-year-old. But she’s unable to be comfortable around the girl and vice-versa. They have an amicable relationship at best. But the girl is watching the woman, tracking her every move, and there’s malice. The latter only realizes that when it’s too late.

 ‘What Shoko Forgets’ is set in a rehabilitation home. Shoko suffered a stroke and her memories are hazy. She’s being cared for by her oldest daughter and a disinterested granddaughter. She wants to go home and live comfortably on her couch. She feels she deserves that much at least now that her body is tiring and shutting down. But her daughter won’t listen and there’s someone who visits Shoko every night though everyone seems to be oblivious to it. Her memories of this disappear every morning and that’s concerning. Is it real or is she imagining the whole thing? You can never tell and the story stays in your mind long after you’ve read it.

Nails and Eyes is an interesting piece of literature, one that draws your attention to important themes like parenthood, aging, and isolation among others in a way that makes you think about them from different perspectives. It’s, hands down, unlike any other book I have ever read, in terms of how chilling it was. Fujino’s writing reminds me of Yoko Ogawa, another Japanese writer who has won almost every major literary prize in Japan including the Akutagawa Prize.

Fiction

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/66092863-nails-and-eyes 

Nails and Eyes

Kaori Fujino

Translated by Kendall Heitzman

Published: 2023 (Original text: 2013)

Publisher: Pushkin Press

Pages: 138, Paperback

Your home is an extension of your personality. Often, it can dictate your mental state—the colors you choose can calm or energize you, and the decorative pieces you have on display will either motivate you or make you nostalgic. A lot of thought and work goes behind a house that looks effortlessly chic. A well put-together house, where everything looks just right, isn’t an overnight achievement. It happens little by little, piece by piece.

That said, interior design is an evolving process. There is no end to it. You are never done. It changes (as it should) depending on the season and festival. Many of my friends who are professional interior designers or are passionate about interior design always tweak their décor depending on their mood, the weather, and time of the year. A cousin has different carpets and throws for summer and winter. It sets the mood, she says. Summer calls for lighter fabrics while thicker materials are ideal for winter.

Every year there are décor trends that dominate the market. Sometimes mixing and matching patterns are all the rage while other times florals tend to dominate the scene. Though fashion and interior design often don’t intersect, I notice a lot of design ideas are influenced by runway trends. This year is all about quiet luxury—understated elegance that calls for attention due to its simplicity.

We are talking about dark woods, luxurious soft textures, and traditionally shaped furniture that you can probably pass down to your children by giving them a new life with re-upholstery. The focus also seems to be on underestimated areas of the house like the hallway and pantry. Instagram-worthy rooms with their fancy couches and neon signs with bold declarations are no longer in. Here are five timeless décor trends that are all the rage in 2024.

Green living for a fresh appeal

Green living is more than just a trend. It’s an important lifestyle choice. Sustainability has never been more important than now. As the mercury rises, we must choose natural ways to keep our homes adequately ventilated and thus cool. Eco-conscious interior design takes center stage in 2024 with nature inspired elements. Potted plants, keeping the windows bare to let the light stream in, and bamboo panes and blinds are some options to give your indoor space a cool, outdoorsy vibe.

A permanent home office

Remote work isn’t a luxury anymore. It’s an alternative that boosts productivity by cutting down on unnecessary distractions and commute time. And it looks like it’s here to stay as more companies and offices are allowing people to work from home. Creating an office space is now the need of the hour. You can’t be expected to work from the dining table or the living room couch if you want to strike a work-life balance. Invest in some ergonomic furniture and stylish, minimalistic pieces to make your workspace functional and inspiring.

Chunky accents for the oomph effect

We often clutter our homes with little knick-knacks and while artfully placed ones can add a lot of character to our space, there’s the risk of it looking a bit too cluttered and chaotic. Dusting also becomes quite tedious if you have too many decorative items around the house. The solution to this is to opt for big, chunky statement pieces like a large vase, a sculpture, or a large coffee table that can double as a centerpiece. They add a dash of quirkiness to any space while elevating its style quotient. Choose a focal piece and have a few smaller items around or on it.

Take your world outdoors

Nature and natural elements have become huge design trends in 2024. From cane and bamboo to jute and linen, natural textures are finding their way into our spaces. They are sustainable and easy to maintain as well. But instead of limiting ourselves to the use of natural elements indoors, taking ourselves outside, from the confines of the walls, is also an evolving aspect of décor—meaning outdoor spaces are being given as much attention as indoor spaces. So, look for ways to revamp your patio, balcony, and garden area. Outdoor, garden furniture like swings and low seating areas can add understated charm to a neglected area.

Play with colors

The all-white trend is timeless. But it’s apparently losing its appeal in 2024 due to maintenance issues. It’s often seen as sterile and lacking personality too. Decorators are opting for bolder colors to infuse character into a space. Accent walls in a range of browns, yellows, and blues are also gaining popularity. Don’t be scared to experiment. Choose a color or a color combination you like and play around with it. You can also add colors to your space in the form of fabrics like curtains and cushion covers if you aren’t bold enough to paint your walls a vibrant hue. 

Foodhall is India’s luxury grocer, café, and gifting service with outlets in Delhi NCR, Mumbai, and Bengaluru. It’s India’s leading gourmet and lifestyle store. I have visited its outlet in Mumbai and, even though I wasn’t much of a cook back then, I had fallen in love with it. I could browse the aisles for hours. Everything looked ultra clean and chic.

 So naturally, when I came across a cookbook that was published by Foodhall I had to get it. In true Foodhall style, the book is beautiful. Even just browsing through it is a delightful visual experience. It’s a slim volume but it has 75 recipes from around the world—there are modern European, Asian, and Indian recipes among others. There’s a section devoted to desserts. I guarantee there is bound to be a handful of recipes no matter what type of food you are in the mood for.

Five chefs have come together and shared their recipes in the book. There’s Gresham Fernandes who’s the executive chef at Fine Dine Impresario Hospitality, the company that owns restaurants like Salt Water Café in Mumbai and Smoke House Room in Delhi. Kelvin Cheung, who has shared the recipes for Kimchi Tacos and Moo Shu Chicken among many others, is a consultant at Bastian in Mumbai. Bastian is a seafood restaurant owned by Bollywood actor Shilpa Shetty Kundra and it’s a favorite of many celebrities.

Likewise, there’s Zorawar Kalra who is one of the youngest restaurateurs of India. Sabyasachi Gorai, popularly known as Chef Saby, received the ‘Best Chef of India’ award by the then President of India, Pratibha Patil during the National Tourism Awards 2011-12. Pooja Dhingra is a pastry chef who was featured in Forbes India’s ’30 under 30 list’. Her first cookbook, ‘The Big Book of Treats’ came out in 2014 and in The Foodhall Cookbook, she shares 13 of her delightful recipes. From spiced macarons and matcha cookies to kiwi pavlova and a variety of cupcakes, she has you covered on the dessert front.  

I have already marked a few recipes that I want to try out as soon as possible. I’ve even bought some ingredients that I didn’t have in my pantry. I’m that excited about this cookbook that has been designed to perfection. The full-page photographs that accompany each recipe give the cookbook a coffee table book appeal.

 Each chef also shares helpful cooking tips in their introduction—from asking you to let your intuition guide you in the kitchen to recommending a good weighing scale and best quality ingredients. There is a simple chicken salad recipe with sesame seeds that I’m sure will be quite lovely. Titled the ‘Sesame Spinach Chicken Salad’ it needs a handful of ingredients and the dressing can be made from things that you already have like oil, vinegar, honey, and soy sauce. It’s apparently Cheung’s favorite recipe to make as well. It’s light, refreshing, and super quick and simple to make, he says. 

Most of the recipes in the book require minimal effort and time. Only a few require pre-prepping and some diligence. The Foodhall Cookbook can be the perfect guide in helping you unleash your culinary skills.

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/38818883-the-foodhall-cookbook 

The Foodhall Cookbook

Publisher: Roli Books

Published: 2017

Photographs: Anshika Varma & Foodhall

(except on page 50, Amrita Diwanji)

Design and layout: Misha Oberoi

Have you ever read a book and wished you had read it sooner? Do you have a book that you wish you could forget the story of just so you can reread and enjoy it all over again? Is there a book the lines of which made you feel seen and heard, almost like the author was in your head? ‘The Very Secret Society of Irregular Witches’ by Sangu Mandanna is that book for me. I loved every word of it. I wish I had picked it up months ago when I first saw it at the bookstores and not waited for as long as I did. 

The book was slightly reminiscent of ‘The House on the Cerulean Sea’ by T.J. Klune which I had loved. Klune’s story was about a ministry worker who arrives to check in on some children with magical powers. In The Very Secret Society of Irregular Witches, Mika Moon, a 30-year-old witch, is invited to the mysterious Nowhere House to teach three young witches (Rosetta, Altamira, and Terracotta) how to control their powers. The characters and setting also felt somewhat similar to Klune’s book. But both the books have their own unique charm, and while I’d recommend both to those who haven’t read them, I’d recommend Mandanna’s book if you want a light, feel-good read. 

When Mika arrives at Nowhere House, she meets its inhabitants and is immediately charmed, despite Terracotta’s attempts to drive her away. She knows she’s there to teach the three children and thus only there temporarily but she’s never felt so at ease and at home as she does there. Ian, Ken, and Lucie, the people who reside there, make her feel welcome and loved. Then there’s Jamie (who like Terracotta doesn’t want Mika at the house) who she’s increasingly becoming interested in. She thinks there’s a good heart masked by a brooding personality and scowling face. 

But teaching the children to control their powers doesn’t seem to be the only issue at Nowhere House. Ian confesses that Edward is coming and that’s not good. Edward is Lillian’s attorney. Lillian is the owner of Nowhere House, and the one who brought the children there. She’s a witch and an anthropologist who travels extensively for work. And she hasn’t been back in over a year. Ian worries that if Edward sees the children when Lillian isn’t around and something happens to tip him off to the fact that these aren’t normal children, they will be taken away forcefully as Edward doesn’t like anyone at Nowhere House. He’s always been looking for a reason to throw them out of the house and he will have found one.  

Mika doesn’t have much time to make sure the children learn how to keep their magic in check. Then there’s also the issue of Primrose. She’s the oldest witch, one who is self-tasked with the job of keeping all the other witches safe. She believes the only way to do that is for every witch to stay alone, without the company of other witches since a lot of magic together can be troublesome. There are three (four including Mika) witches living together at Nowhere House and if Primrose were to find out they’d all risk being separated. The only reason Primrose hasn’t figured out yet is because Lillian has cast protective spells over the house. Without Lillian to recast the spells, Mika fears Primrose will eventually find out and enforce her rules. 

The Very Secret Society of Irregular Witches is a simple, heartwarming story of found family and love. The characters are endearing, making you want to give each of them a tight hug and tell them that everything will be okay. The writing is good. There are many lines and passages that you will want to mark or reread—they strike a chord. There’s just enough tension in the story to keep you hooked. You want to know how things will unfold but you aren’t stressed about it, which is a really good, comforting feeling when you are snuggled up with a book. 

Fantasy fiction

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/60018635-the-very-secret-society-of-irregular-witches 

The Very Secret Society of Irregular Witches

Sangu Mandanna

Published: 2022

Publisher: Hodderscape

Pages: 318, Paperback

One of the things I love about being a reader is people always ask me for recommendations and that way I get to talk about the books I love. Whenever I have book discussions with friends and colleagues, I find that most people tend to stick to a particular genre. There’s a friend who loves rom-coms. A colleague is obsessed with fantasy. My boss will only read non-fiction. He thinks spending time in imaginary worlds is for those who aren’t happy with their lives. I vehemently disagree but that is a topic for another time. I love fiction. The genre doesn’t really matter as long as it’s a good story and it’s well written.

A couple of weeks ago, a colleague asked me about the book I was reading at that moment. When I told him I was reading a memoir (‘Crying in H Mart’ by Michelle Zauner), he was clearly surprised. He said I always seemed to be reading a variety of things. Sometimes it was self-help, sometimes it was psychology, and other times even children’s books like ‘Matilda’ by Roald Dahl and ‘A Wrinkle in Time’ by Madeleine L’Engle. This is something I have been doing intentionally. As a reader, I want to read across genres and read authors from all over the world.

This wasn’t easy. There was a time I’d have to find materials online or ask a cousin or a friend to send certain books from the US. But now bookstores in Nepal have started stocking a wide range of books. I was surprised to find an entire bookshelf worth of graphic novels (manga) at Bookverse in Civil Mall in Sundhara, Kathmandu. Even Pilgrims in Thamel has quite a good selection of comics. So, it’s now easier than ever before to want to read something and have immediate access to it—which really leaves us with no excuse no to read anything and everything.

While discussing the importance of reading and reading different authors and topics, a few of my colleagues and I came up with a list of 10 books that we felt we should all read—books that would give us a better understanding of the world around us and the times we live in. We have made a pact to read these books within one year. It might be a little too ambitious given we all have full time jobs (and are also reading other things simultaneously) but we are committed to completing the challenge. We made sure to include books from different genres. With special permission from our little unofficial book club, I’m sharing the list with you all with the hope that these books will inspire us to become more attuned to and accepting of people’s differences.

The Stationery Shop of Tehran by Marjan Kamali

Roya and Bahman are in love. They quickly get engaged and are looking forward to a life together. But then the coup happens in Tehran and the two get separated. When Bahman doesn’t come to meet her as planned one day, Roya is devastated and leaves for California where she meets Walter and gets married. But she can never forget Bahman and this dictates her entire life. ‘The Stationery Shop of Tehran’ is essentially a love story but it’s also about a woman’s strength to overcome life’s challenges. It’s a story of hope and resilience and how the past shapes you but doesn’t have to define you.

In Order to Live by Yeonmi Park

Yeonmi Park is a North Korean defector—someone who escapes from North Korea into either China or South Korea. Park was born in the North Korean city of Hyesan, which is close to the Chinese border. North Korea is under the brutal regime of the Kim dictatorships. When Park was 13, she and her mother fled to China. ‘In Order to Live’ is her harrowing account of her life in North Korea as well as her time in northern China when she was trafficked by gangsters running prostitution rackets. It’s an eye-opening read and will tell you a lot about an isolated part of our world. Trigger warning: There are references of extreme sexual and physical assault.

The Idea of Justice by Amartya Sen

This book was published in 2009 but the ideas presented here are as relevant today as they were back then. Sen, Nobel Laureate in economics and thinker, gives great insight into an aspect central to human life and democracy. Sen’s idea of justice isn’t about creating a perfectly just society. It’s about finding ways to remove injustice prevailing in society. The book is over 400 pages long and has footnotes and a long preface too but we have sworn not to be intimidated by its size as Sen’s concepts and ideas are critical to how we view and understand social justice and contemporary jurisprudence.

Severance by Ling Ma

This slim book is a dystopian novel that we would have probably thought was a bit too far-fetched before the Covid-19 pandemic. Shen Fever sweeps across New York City and there is utter chaos—a fungal infection is turning people into zombies. But Candace continues her routine at a publishing company. She coordinates with overseas Chinese factories (rumored to be the source of the microspores of Shen Fever) who print and source their Bibles. The story reminds us that we live in bleak, unpredictable times where nothing is impossible. The book goes back and forth in time, alternating between Candace’s office job and her travels across post-apocalyptic America.

The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck by Mark Manson

I read this book a few years ago and I didn’t like it much. But everyone I know, including my husband, raves about it. It will completely change your attitude, they argue. I thought it was a bit too cliché but I’m going to give it another shot. In this 2016 nonfiction self-help book, American blogger and author Mark Manson argues that life’s struggles give it meaning and says that most self-help books offer meaningless positivity which is neither practical nor helpful. The book presents a strong case for not trying too hard to be happy. Rather, it focuses on letting things slide and not trying to control everything. Manson argues that we should only engage in those things we can control and not be bothered by everything that happens to us.

The Lives of Strangers by Chitra Banerjee Divakaruni

Chitra Banerjee Divakaruni is an award-winning author and poet. She mostly writes on Indian experience, contemporary America, women, immigration, history, myth, and the joys and challenges of living in a multicultural world. Her books have been translated into over 29 languages, including Hindi, Japanese, and Dutch. All of us had read ‘The Palace of Illusions’ and we had loved it so we thought a book by Divakaruni would refresh us while we were reading some heavy topics while also opening our eyes to different cultures and people’s experiences around the world. ‘The Lives of Strangers’ is a collection of short stories that delve into the immigrant experience and the complexities of relationships.

Why Men Rape by Tara Kaushal

This book, according to a friend who knows the author, is a labor of love and meticulous hard work. Kaushal has traveled extensively through India, talking to both victims and perpetrators of violence. She has interviewed those who have been accused of rape and men involved in gang rapes as well. Many times, she received threats and had to seek police protection. Kaushal argues as well as shows through anecdotal evidence how patriarchy and misogyny have armed men with a deep sense of entitlement, one which leaves them unable to understand the meaning of the word no. We thought this would be a good book to understand the psychology of men who choose to commit violent crimes as well as discuss an issue that is so often swept under the carpet in Nepal.

Tomb of Sand by Geetanjali Shree

Geetanjali Shree is the first ever Hindi writer to win the International Booker prize. She’s 65 and she’s been writing for about 30 years. ‘Tomb of Sand’, translated by Daisy Rockwell from her book Ret Samadhi, is her fifth novel. The novel is about a depressed 80-year-old, whom we get to know as ‘Ma’. At the beginning of the book, she refuses to get out of bed. Then things take a strange turn. She disappears, and when she turns up later, just as unexpectedly, she’s full of life, ready for adventure. It’s a long read, at over 600 pages but the chapters are short and the story moves swiftly as we follow Ma in North India and Lahore in Pakistan, where she lived as a girl. 

The Year of Magical Thinking by Joan Didion

I read that Joan Didion wrote ‘The Year of Magical Thinking’ in 88 days. It chronicles the first year after her husband’s death when grief and loneliness were her constant companions. The couple had been married for 39 years when John Gregory Dunne had a massive heart attack. Didion was mixing a salad in the kitchen. It’s a melancholy memoir about love and loss that makes you value life and your loved ones. We thought reading it would help us prioritize the people we love and spend more time with them rather than scrolling the phone or rushing through life. The book, a colleague said, makes us realize that life is fragile and try to come to terms with it.

Minor Detail by Adania Shibli

The first part of the novel is set in August 1949, a year after the Nakba, as an Israeli officer oversees the clearing of the Negev Desert and the establishment of the border with Egypt. During routine patrol, some soldiers encounter a group of Arabs and immediately kill the men. They bring a young woman back to camp with them where she is repeatedly gang raped and eventually murdered. In the second part of the book, set in the present day, an unnamed woman reads about the crime in the newspaper and feels compelled to try and find out what happened. We all agreed that this book was an important, eye-opening piece of fiction that we must all read. We are planning to start our reading journey with this one. The book is short but it’s intense and examines the effect of violence.

“We are supposed to begin as the apple of our mother’s eyes. But I was more the maggot in the apple.”

Some opening sentences like the one from ‘A Tale of Two Cities’ by Charles Dickens (It was the best of times, it was the worst of times), and Lolita by Vladamir Nabokov (Lolita, light of my life, fire of my loins) have become the most famous lines in literature. Opening sentences hold a lot of promise. It’s also perhaps the most important words of the book as it sets the tone of the plot. It’s what hooks the readers and starts the book with a bang, and that’s a lot to ask from the first few words. Most authors, if not all, feel the pressure to start off with a brilliant sentence. Not all get it right. For me, Joanne Glen definitely does in her novel ‘All My Mothers’.

The opening sentence is the reason I picked up the book despite it being the wrong size. The copy I have doesn’t have the regular book dimensions. The length to breadth ratio is off, making it difficult to hold when the book is open. I don’t know about other readers but I have to enjoy the shape and feel of a book while reading it. All My Mothers is one of those rare books that I didn’t like holding in my hands but I got sucked into the story and loved every word. And my love affair with the book started with the first line.

Eva Martinez-Green is an only child. It wouldn’t be a problem if her parents were involved in her life. But her mother has mental health issues and her father leaves, unable to cope with a volatile wife. Eva feels unwanted, like she doesn’t belong. She’s also unsure about where she comes from and wants answers. Her longing for a motherly figure is so strong that it becomes the guiding factor of her life’s trajectory. She meets women who challenge her idea of how a mother should be, forcing her to confront her demons.

The book is heavy with themes such as generational trauma, displacement, loss, and longing. But despite an overall melancholy vibe, the book won’t upset you. There’s a sense of hope that’s heartwarming. The chapters are short so it feels like the story is moving fast and you’re not bored at any point. Eva is a fully fleshed out character. There’s no aspect of hers that isn’t explored. She’s naïve, jealous, smart, forgiving, and even horrible at times—she’s you and me. You can relate to Eva even if you haven’t had a complex childhood as she has had. If you have, reading All My Mothers will give you some closure for sure. It will make you look at people as humans and accept that there are and always will be flaws in all of us.

Fiction

https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/57207910-all-my-mothers 

All My Mothers

Joanna Glen

Published: 2021

Publisher: The Borough Press

Pages: 471, Paperback

I’ve always loved eating out. I mean, who doesn’t, right? You have a variety of choices, and it’s quick and hassle-free, unlike cooking which can be a painstaking affair. Also, the mushrooming of restaurants in Kathmandu and Lalitpur means you don’t have to go far from home or your workplace to find a nice place. Chinese, Japanese, Indian, and Thai, the options are endless. Restaurants have also gotten good at promotions on social media. You see a lot of food content that it’s impossible not to want to check them out for yourself. That is how I recently found myself at the rooftop of a newly opened beer bar in town and for lunch at another café nearby in the same week.

When I first started working, I used to spend a good chunk of my salary eating out, even if I regretted it later and vouched to do better—meaning eat the meals my mom made at home more than I dined at restaurants. But the lure of pizza, momos, and burgers were often too great to ignore. Looking back, I think I ate out almost every other day. There was always one excuse or another—a friend to meet, a new place to try out, or a craving that just had to be satiated right then and there.

My mother, a medical doctor, often asked me to refrain from eating fried foods at restaurants as she didn’t like the fact that most eateries reused oil while cooking. I recall she used to tell her patients that many of their health issues were because of the bad food they were consuming. She still says that. As most teenagers or young adults, I agreed to stick to momos or non-fried items just to get her off my case. Eating out always meant indulging in fried food and various sugary concoctions. The need to eat out was made worse by the fact that, in Kathmandu, going out with friends generally meant chilling at restaurants. Things are slowly changing but I feel there still isn’t all that much to do. But then, restaurants are everywhere.

Fast forward almost two decades later, I still get attracted by discount offers and promises of a refreshing new cocktail. There was a time when my husband and I had sort of made a pact to eat at a new restaurant every week. We had decided not to go to the ones we usually went to but to try out new places. However, my husband and I have now drastically cut down on eating out. We’ve done so for multiple reasons but primarily because of quality inconsistencies at restaurants.

Many times, we have gone to restaurants to have a particular dish and found that the taste changed every time. It’s so disappointing. We attribute this to changing cooks as people migrate abroad for better opportunities or the restaurant’s lack of quality checks. This one time I ordered pancakes at a café I loved near my home in Lalitpur, and it was quite literally just flour and water. It tasted like rubber. When I complained, they said it was how it has always been. But the pancakes there used to be fluffy, thick, and sweet. I have since then stopped going there and started making pancakes at home. It’s cheaper. I have control over the ingredients and I love that. And it tastes way better, if I may say so myself.

Another time, a friend and I had pizza at a popular pizza place and we could barely lift the slice without half of it dropping onto our plates as the cheese was heavy and melting. The crust to cheese ratio was totally off and we had ordered a pizza we usually shared. That wasn’t how it was supposed to be. The staff, however, were apologetic and asked us if we would like another. But our appetites and moods were ruined.

Eating out has become an ordeal, and not the exciting adventure it used to be. It has also become a whole lot more expensive than before. Most restaurants have hiked the prices with no reason or explanation whatsoever. In many places, the prices have gone up and the portion size has been reduced. The food also feels stale sometimes. A few friends own restaurants and cafes and we know they batch make and freeze curries and pies to be used for a few days.  

During the Covid-19 lockdowns my husband and I found ourselves replicating the food we had at restaurants at home and discovered that we could make most of the things at less than a quarter of the price. There are plenty of resources like BuzzFeed Tasty and YouTube that can teach you to whip up gourmet dishes in no time at all. By choosing to eat out less often, we have cut down on our food expenses as well as ensured that the food we eat is nourishing and fresh.

In ‘Maybe Next Time’ by novelist and screenwriter Cesca Major, we meet Emma Jacobs. She is a literary agent. She loves her job which is basically reading books and discovering new authors. She has a loving husband, Dan, and two wonderful children, Poppy and Miles. But she’s always rushed—her phone pings all the time, she has meetings to attend, and books to get published. She loves her family but she, like most of us, has unknowingly placed them at the bottom of her priority list. She and Dan had a deal, which was to write a letter to each other on their anniversary. Emma always forgets. She has, even though she will never admit it, taken her family for granted.

Then one day everything changes and her family and life will never be the same again. But she finds herself stuck in a time loop. The same day keeps repeating itself but the outcome is unchanged. If she can fix her mistakes, will she be able to rewrite the future? The metaphysical aspect of the story makes you contemplate life and how you are living it. As Emma tries to do things differently to change the course of her life, she starts noticing how focusing on unnecessary things was complicating her life for no reason. Knowing what she knows about how the day will end, she is forced to slow down and take pleasure in all the little things, and value those she loves.

I have a shelf dedicated to my favorite books. It has books like ‘Matilda’ by Roald Dahl, ‘A Man Called Ove’ by Fredrik Backman, ‘Circe’ by Madeline Miller, and ‘Where the Crawdads Sing’ by Delia Owens among several others. These are books that I will recommend to everyone I meet, think about with love and longing, and absolutely refuse to lend when someone invariably asks for them. I don’t want to part with them. Not now. Not ever.

Maybe Next Time went right on this shelf after I finished it. Come to think about it, it could easily be in my top five all-time favorites. I must admit I didn’t like the cover art. Plus it was a love story and I’m not much into that genre. However, it was a Reese’s Book Club pick and I tend to like books that the club chooses. So, despite the glaring orange title on a light yellow and blue backdrop (all clashing horribly), I got the book. As shallow as it sounds, I believe these things matter. I’ve often not bought books I’ve been wanting to read because it didn’t feel right—something about the pages or the cover would be off.

But this time I’m glad I didn’t because Maybe Next Time is so good. The writing is smooth and you breeze through the story. The storyline keeps you hooked. You are always wondering what Emma will do next. It makes you think about life and, as cliché as it sounds, teaches you the value of the present moment. Nothing but the present is guaranteed, and the book, for me, hammered in that point like no other story has ever done. The movie adaptation is in the works and I can’t wait to see how it turns out. I’m sure it will be a tearjerker though, just like the book.

Four and a half stars

Fiction

Maybe Next Time

Cesca Major

Published: 2023

Publisher: Harper Collins

Pages: 376, Paperback